No no no no no.

I just saw my friends wedding pictures. She looked absolutely stunning. Instead of being happy for her, I became bitter about my life.

But you know what? You're SUPPOSED to look stunning on your wedding day. She did...and I will, too. I don't want to get married for a long time...so why am I even worried about this?

My therapist is showing me that almost every conflict I have (or the way I deal with it) relates back to how I do (or don't) accept myself. What's my definition again? "A conscious decision or act of regarding oneself and others with unconditional kindness and gentleness." Or, something like that.

:D