I cried in front of Boy again.

Gosh - I need to stop doing that. I really, really, REALLY need to find a way to stop stressing about everything. About housing, about school, about money, about Boy, about me, etc.

Mom started giving up sugar (and carbs), so I started to give up sugar today.

B: two lean pocket breakfast things
L: pb+j on wheat + banana
S: 2 chocolate nips
D: homemade hamburger, potato salad, and baked beans
D: small serving of strawberries and ice cream
S: MORE potato salad (post cry....)

So, not too bad. Considering I also went to the movies. Tomorrow I'm going over to Boy's. I'll have eggs or something for breakfast, and then when we get lunch, I'll try to get something thats not too unhealthy. We may just get a pizza.

This is horrible - I don't feel like this is going to work. I guess I just don't have any confidence in myself. I haven't worked out lately because of my teeth, and then my back absolutely killed me today. I'll try to do something in the morning.

I really need to calm down.