I have two job interviews tomorrow.

I'm very nervous. The first is at the campus bookstore. I'm pretty sure that I'll get it - I mean, I'm qualified. That one is at 11:00. And its good, because I think I'll be able to start before school starts...so that'll be good.

The other one is at Product - a makeup store at Bridgeport Village. I'm nervous because it's one of those places where I don't feel like I fit in. I'm qualified, but I'm just not sure about what to wear...I'm wearing a cute linen skirt and a shirt for the bookstore - but I've tried on a ton of things for Product. I either don't feel comfortable in it, or it's too simple, or it's too hot (it's going to be 95 tomorrow), or something.

So now I'm all nervous and all shaky. I want Boy to make it all better, but 1.) he can't and 2.) he's sick. He's been without his acid medicine and his stomach is really bothering him - it might be an ulcer. He's been throwing up blood today. I wish I could make everything all better for him.

Ugh. I can't seem to feel better about the interview tomorrow. So nervous and anxious. One thing that makes me nervous is that it's a drop in interview. I saw an ad on the Bridgeport website, and was in contact with the person from the ad (who was a different person than the manager - she was on vacation). So, long story short, I called the manager today and she said that she was holding open interviews tomorrow between 11:00AM and 6:00PM. I'm going to head over about 1:00 or 2:00. But it makes me nervous that it's not a set time for me.

I don't know what I'm doing. I'm so not okay.