I should...

...cut out refined sugar and starches.
...quit drinking diet pepsi.
...create a rigid workout plan.
...quit overanalyzing.


Easier said than done, right? Right. It seems silly to start something two days before Christmas. So...I won't. I'll get some form of activity in, and I'll pay attention to what I'm eating, feeling, and such. I will also have a "Jill" prep-time in the morning. Tomorrow morning I'll figure out what that will consist of. Yoga? Meditation? Writing? I made a "morning mix" of motivational songs. I will incorporate that. I'll also incorporat some sort of writing. I need to write more. Especially fiction. (I'm in a writing fiction class next semester...EEK!).

I WILL kick butt at this. Jill...it's time to cut the crap - literally. The next few days...it's unrealiztic. But that doesn't mean you can't start practicing habits that will help you (morning time, etc).

It's time to make a serious change.

I bought my first vibrator today! It's 7.5 inches long, sparkly purple and rubbery. It's fan-freaking-tastic. I feel so grown up. :) Hmmm...it needs a name.

By the way, the diet pepsi thing isn't happening anytime soon.