What is my problem?

I have been so lethargic and apathetic this week. I thought it might have something to do with my lack of exercise, but I dragged myself to a hip hop class last night. I ended up leaving early because it was so boring and I wasn't even sweating, and we learned the whole routine in 20 minutes. The instructor wasn't that great. To make matters worse, I just felt like such a huge blob. I know that feeling was all in my head - people weren't looking at me and laughing. I felt like they were. I just felt ashamed.

I've got clean laundry in my basket on the floor, with dirty laundry on the floor next to it. I've got clean dishes to be put away, and dirty dishes in the sink. I've got jackets to hang up, and things to put away. I've got a bathroom and kitchen to clean, a floor to sweep , and a to-do list that is two pages long, just for school. Normally I'm not like this - normally I'm good at keeping up with things. Part of me thinks that I should just cut myself some slack. I've been working out a lot and fairly busy, so maybe this week is going to go best if I just cut myself some slack. Then I'm worried about my weigh in on Monday, since I haven't worked out. I haven't done terrible on eating, so maybe I'll still be alright. It would really suck if I gained this week, since I gained .6 last week.

After work I'm going to go to the library and get some work done for an hour or two. Then, I'll come back, turn on some music and clean. That will make me feel better. Gah.