What the hell is this?

It's about 4:00. I've been looking forward to eating dinner for hours. I'm sitting at work, hating any obstruction between me and my food (even the tent set-up). I want to snack so badly, and I've already had some peanut M&M's. I'm not entirely sure what this is...or how to overcome it.

I suppose I have a choice. I could give in and snack more. I could wait for my meal, whenever it comes. Okay. Dinner in 10 minutes, at 4:30. I WILL have a reasonable meal. I swear to myself that I will treat myself well at dinner.