and again.

Today was such a weird day. I slept in through my walk with Em. Then I had kind of a rough day, especially with that counseling class. So I vowed to work out after sex class. But in class we talked about homosexuality, and it just made me mad, they way they talked about it. Anyway, I decided I didn't really want to work out. But on my way back I met my WW friend, Amber. We agreed to work out at 5:15. So I went to dinner at 4:30.

It was so weird - I was hungry, but not THAT hungry. But they had "good" food that I was excited about. I ate so fast.... I kept thinking about how sinful the meal was, how I was eating fast - it was a warning sign. But I don't know of what....

I did end up working out with Amber. But 15 min. cardio and 15 min. weights only add up to 2 points. But I still did it. I only have 3 flex points left for Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. Which is fine...but I guess I just feel bad about today. I feel like I've blown it...and its just too soon to tell.

I don't know. I feel so uncomfortable and .....kinda sad.