I had a disturbing dream...

I had a dream that I was being forced to organize some silverware by a man. Then the man raped me.

I looked it up, and silver means "looking for your worth; expensive." And rape means "fear of being force to unite with something."


Hmmm.


Edited to add: I was thinking about my dream today during step aerobics. (OMG, I was so not up for class...but I did it. :D) Anyway - I was being forced to arrange some nice silverware on a placemat. There were like 12 pieces, and no enough room. Maybe I'm taking on too much and expecting too much? Anyway, once I had finished, I was raped by the man that was making me organize it. And I didn't scream. I didn't fight. I didn't like it or want it, but just accepted it. Maybe I don't put up a fight for myself....

Hmm.