Nervous.

I'm nervous/anxious about a lot of things:

*GRE. I'm taking this Saturday morning. I'm not going to grad school right away, like I thought I was. So this is only for 2 reasons. One, I'd have to pay to NOT take it. Two, the scores are good for 5 years. So if I DO go back (hopefully/probably?) I won't have to take it again. But I haven't studied, and I'm nervous that I will totally suck. I anticipate getting an average score, but who knows? And mom keeps asking me about it - she wants me to have absolutely everything figured out and I simply don't. That stresses me out. I need to remember that I'm taking it now, but I don't NEED it now. And if I need to take it again, I can. I can view this as (a very expensive) practice run.

*End of term. There are two weeks of classes and a week of finals when I get back from Thanksgiving break. I have many things to do. I know that I can get them done; I always do. It's just stressful.

*I hit the 10 pound mark this week at Weight Watchers. I'm thrilled and surprised. But I need to be prepared; this is the time when I normally freak out. I'm not sure I will this time, because I've been doing things a lot differently than before. My workouts are fairly consistent, I'm drinking my water...etc.

I guess freaking out is in my nature. I should just expect it.