I painted my nails orange today.

Neons are supposed to be really big this season. At Ulta there were a ton of neon nail polishes and eye shadows....lots of bright colors coming into the store, too. I'm not sure how I feel about the orange...but I have a purple that I'll try next.

I made some perfect brownies today. I always feel so domestic when I make something. I usually hate cooking and baking..its just a big mess and my hands get all dry in the soap water of the dishes...eh. But sometimes I just want to make something good.

So. What else is new with me? I really, really, really want another job. In a perfect world, I'd get a job in another week, and give my two weeks at Lane Bryant. Then, I'll be able to go to Bend over the 4th. I still want to quit, even if I don't have another job - that would just be a bit irresponsible. Bring an adult is hard.

Are we in a full-blown recession? I know that times are really, really hard right now. Gas is one thing, but the cost of living is rising...jobs are hard to find. I don't know. I just am the kind of person that wants everything right NOW. I want it to work out and I want it to be perfect. I want to go to Bend - I want to meet Nick's family. I want a mini vacation. I want to be able to spend time with him because its so hard for us to while we're both working.

Ugh. I probably will end up quitting. Once I get an idea in my head it doesn't leave. I'm dreading every single shift that I have before I can quit.