I tried so hard not to...

but I ended up watching an episode of MTV's Made. It was about a girl who wanted to become a dancer on her schools drill team. So, they got her a trainer and a dance coach and made her over and it was cute. But it made me feel incredibly bad about myself. Fat, gross, inactive, etc. So, I kind of half heartily made a deal with myself to do something active every day. I started by putting in a dance video, and it was nice and easy (because I was doing it in my bedroom) but then got tired of bouncing around in my room, so then I put in another one, but the same thing. Maybe I'll take Chance for a walk a little later, just to make it a full day. I'll either go to the gym or put in a video or something.

I also decided that I really want to take hip hop again. DJ's dance class in Newberg started last week, and I could still go, but its only once a week. The gym that I belong to does a hip hop class on Tuesday and Thursday nights, but it's in Beaverton. So...its a bit far away. But when I did go, I LOVED it. So, I really am going to try to go, no matter what.

Boy is in Bend and I haven't talked to him all day. I really miss him.